Erotic Aliveness - The Deepening
A continuation journey for Deep Dive women
Dear woman,
After five and a half months of journeying deep together– the river continues to flow.
This course is a continuation.
A deepening into your Erotic Aliveness.
A space to stay connected, inspired, and fuelled by your sexual, creative energy — so you can keep showing up as your most radiant, turned-on self.
It’s easy to get swept up in the day-to-day…
This space is here to remind us.
To help us remember what truly matters.
To support each other in choosing erotic aliveness,
again and again —
as a fuel for our heart’s desires, and a way of living life fully.
We hold space for both pain and power.
We welcome the full spectrum being a human.
And we hold space and support each others —
to truth, to pleasure, to growth.
We don’t start from scratch.
We continue weaving on the safety, depth, and sisterhood we've already created.
We work with the same themes, they support us through the journey as pillars from where we explore and dive deeper.
5 Months 5 Themes
01
To see & be Seen
We begin by meeting ourselves exactly where we are, arriving with honesty and tenderness. We connect with our unique erotic landscape — the free, vital life energy that is already within us. We start exploring what opens us, what blocks us, and what allows our natural capacity for pleasure to awaken.
Can you open to your erotic, vital, life energy as it is right now? Can you say yes to what is here?
And if there is resistance, numbness, or fear — can you meet yourself there too, offering the same yes to even that?
We deepen into what safety means for each of us, learning how to let our nervous systems soften and settle so that more aliveness, pleasure, and connection can unfold. We begin to witness ourselves and each other, opening a space where what was once hidden can be seen, held, and welcomed — exactly as it is.
02
Pleasure & Pain
Pleasure is not something we have to earn or prove ourselves worthy of — it is the pulse of our aliveness. We were born to feel pleasure. Yet layers of shame, fear, or old hurt can dull our senses, keeping us from fully receiving it. It requires practice to come back to pleasure, to allow pleasure and to choose pleasure.
In this phase, we return to our sensing bodies. We explore how pleasure moves through us… and what interrupts its flow. Can I receive? What stops me from opening to receive?
We welcome every sensation — the sweet, the tender, the uncomfortable — and learn to stay present with what is true in the body. We practice cultivating the stamina to feel deeply, to breathe into both pleasure and pain, knowing that each carries wisdom and opens the door to greater intimacy with ourselves
03
Life & Flow
Life cannot be controlled. It moves in waves — sometimes fierce, sometimes tender — and our erotic energy is no different. In this phase, we explore how to let life move through us, rather than pushing, forcing, or shutting down.
We meet our erotic current as a river of vitality that flows through the body, connected to creativity, joy, and play. We explore what trust means to us — trusting our sensations, our impulses, and life itself — we practice surrendering and allowing to what wants to move through us.
Sexual energy is life energy. In this phase, we open to your inner current — what wants to move through you?
We’ll work with sexual energy as a creative force, an inner river that brings vitality and inspiration.
We dive into sex magic: how to feed your desires with pleasure and fuel your intentions with orgasmic energy.
Inside & Outside
04
Our erotic aliveness is deeply rooted in our relationship with our own bodies, especially our pelvis and vagina — yet this is often where the most shame, numbness, or trauma is stored. In this phase, we gently and lovingly reconnect with this intimate part of ourselves, meeting her as sacred, powerful, and alive.
We open to deeper intimacy, richer pleasure, and a truer connection with ourselves and others. We remember that our erotic nature is holy, worthy of reverence and care.
Here, we bridge your inner erotic world and your outer life.
We explore expression, communication, and taking up space in the world — from your truth, from your body, from your turn-on.
This phase is about claiming your desires, speaking your needs, and finding ways to live your erotic essence daily.
05
Integration & Vision
This final phase is about weaving everything we’ve touched, felt, and claimed into the fabric of daily life. We gather the seeds of pleasure, truth, and erotic aliveness planted along the way, and learn how to nurture them so they keep blooming long after this journey ends.
We envision the life we long to live — how we want to inhabit our bodies, our relationships, our sensuality — and we create rituals to honor and sustain this connection to ourselves.
We celebrate each woman’s unique expression, witnessing one another in our raw beauty and power. This is a space of integration, embodiment, and becoming — where erotic aliveness is no longer just a moment, but a way of living.
Dates
Phase 1: To See & Be Seen
Sunday morning 12 October 10:00-13:00
Wednesday evening 29 October 19:15-21:00
Phase 2: Pleasure & Pain
Saturday In-person 8 November 10:00-17:00
Baarn
Wednesday evening 10 december 19:15-21:00
Phase 3: Life & Flow
Saturday In-person 10 January 10:00-17:00
Baarn
Wednesday evening 4 February 19:15-21:00
Phase 4: Inside & Outside
Saturday morning 14 februari 10:00-13:00
Wednesday evening 11 March 19:15-21:00
Phase 5: Integration & Celebration
Wednesday evening 25 March 19:15-21:00
Saturday morning 11 April 10:00-13:00
What we will Dive into
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Expand your capacity for pleasure — in sex, in life, in every cell.
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Learn to ride the waves of orgasmic energy beyond climax.
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Release shame and conditioning that block your vital, life force.
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Turn on your voice as a portal for release, expression, and erotic aliveness.
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Alchemize desire and turn-on into creative fuel for your art, work, and vision.
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Practice self-love and acceptance through sensual embodiment and pleasure.
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Reclaim your sexual sovereignty — your body, your pace, your power.
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Alchemize desire and turn on into creative fuel for your art, work, and vision.
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Awaken inner sensitivity with yoni egg practices.
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Feel witnessed, safe, and held in our circle of women.
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Bring (taboo) sexual (any) topics and questions in the space.
Practical
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10 Zoom sessions, If everyone is comfortable we can record the sessions, they will stay available for 3 weeks after the course ends.
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The morning sessions will be an introduction to the theme where I share inspiration and learning, we will do guided practices, inquiries, practices in breakout rooms and there will be space for connection.
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The evening sessions will be for questions, sharing (celebrations and mournings) and connection. And where we will do additional practices to support your process.
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You will receive practices to support you in between our session to go deeper, you will be invited to practice 5-60 min a day.
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You will receive audio meditations/practices for each theme.
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You will be invited to meet with participants (online/phone) in between sessions.
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Invitation and strong recommendation to practice at home for 5 min till 1 hour a day.
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We will create a telegram/signal/whatsapp group where I'll be available for questions and support through out our whole journey together. The support of the group of woman (which is, in my experience, extremely valuable).
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Assistant(s) who are available during the sessions for emotional support, offering their empathic presence.
Investment
A choice between € 450-900.
After registering, you’ll be asked to make a prepayment of €150,-.
The remaining amount is paid after the course ends. You choose the total you want to contribute between €450 and €900 (minus the €150 you already paid).
This sliding scale is offered to invite you to contribute from a place of wanting to contribute rather than having to pay.
Please note: by registering, you commit to paying the full amount—even if you’re unable to complete the program for any reason. This to ensures financial safety and caring for time and energy of the organiser.
If you can not pay the full amount in 1 time, that is not a problem, I am very flexible with payment plans, please contact me with any questions or requests. You can contact me.